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I think I am emotionally weak. It seems I am very down on myself latly. Normally I would call Kristen to pick me up, but i feel bad, I wont ruin her trip. Bee makes me feel disjointed, she is still in love with Catherine. But she tells me she will always love me more, it still makes me want to cry. But i encourage her to tell me these things, I want to know how she truly feels, even if it tears me apart inside. I dont kow if it just makes me a crazy jealous girlfriend who blows everything out of proportion, I cant help how I feel. I feel like this relationship is already full of limitations and letdowns, and i still dont deserve her. I am scared to stand up and be demanding. She knows me better than any other girl ever cared to. And shes so pretty, and smart, and we just go so well together. But still something, bothers me, its very gray, I cant place my finger on it. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2007|11:09 pm] |
wow its been a while. I have been super busy getting back into the swing of things. among my other classes AP studio stresses me out but im convenced thats all brought on my myself. I finally got a car which makes me super happy now all i need is a job to buy gas. haha its really not so funny. other than that things have been the same boringness.
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[Jul. 10th, 2007|09:59 am] |
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i am enjoying florida with NCBB |
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[Jun. 16th, 2007|01:58 am] |
oh dear today was my cousin's 14th birthday party funn
we went lunar golfing i suck at golfing im thinking its my severe lake of hand eye cordination
the recent has been good a really busy blur but good
the next few weeks are going to be crazy i need to spend time with friends i havent seen in a while
and need to not neglect friends i have recently obtained
im leaving the second week in july to go to florida with courtney and big nick - which means i shall not miss to very important birthdays (corecore & ms. kristin)
i hope we can detour to savannah i miss it
im hoping to be in town for pride and if i am i need a group to go with...
"sucking too hard on your lolipop, oh loves gonna get you down, say love say love" - recent rebirth of addiction to gay techno |
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[Apr. 25th, 2007|04:22 am] |
i hate being stressed out
i made a princess dress you should come see it on thursay or friday in the play
must get ready for school |
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[Apr. 18th, 2007|04:48 pm] |
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stress is equal to me making costumes for a play goodness gracious |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|08:31 pm] |
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this weekend has been a waste buts thats ok
next week sounds fun !ghgt!
i am in a good mood lilly???
my spring break plans still arent final im hoping things dont fall through
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[Mar. 10th, 2007|07:53 pm] |
last two days spent with kristin were good i miss her alot and it appears that she is doing well which is good
i saw kim first time in a long time wasnt bad though and i hope her mommy is doing well
i got my tatto and i like it its cute and cristy drew it even though its only letters i feel better it having been drawn by her
im tired
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
today has been so great and werid all in one god i fucking love cory that boy keeps me grounded i hung out with a really really butch girl half the weekend it kinda was fun other than shes werid but i can over look that shes a kool friend i guess so im a total product whore i really really want some baby to buy channel perfume cause i spent all my money on art supplies omg i cant wait to be 18 im gonna rock that shit me and cory and anyone else you know you can for real though let me know im gonna get a tatoo and stuff and party and do a little *** for the first time god i need to go take a cold shower or something
"i dont lie"
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